Sunday, March 19, 2017

It's Not Over Yet

It's Not Over Yet
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I'm wearing:

1. Biker jacket in leather and denim, from Pull & Bear.
2. Sweater with crest in blue, from Tommy Hilfiger.
3. Snap skinny jeans in black, from Cheap Monday.
4. Leather lace up boots in grey, from Paruno.
5. Rings, from H&M.
Get a similar look with East Dane
Flynn suede lace up boots, from To Boot New YorkDouhi moto jacket, from IROStar sweater, from Marc Jacobs / Sculpted denim jeans, from Calvin Klein Jeans.

It's Not Over Yet 6 I've never been the most optimistic of guys; this is because every time I allow myself to get really excited over something, it never happens. It sucks, right? The thing is, I keep forgetting about that and continue to feel really happy about upcoming events yet, when they're near me, they get cancelled or something happens that doesn't allow them to become real. People say that when it's not for you, it's not for you but, I don't know, sometimes I feel like I have bad luck or something...

Things have never come easy for me; I wasn't born in a privileged family, my friends and close people are amazing yet normal, I don't have a lot of connections out there and those two things make me need to work harder than your average Joe in order to have mild success. I guess I'm not one of those guys that go viral overnight and become super famous in a matter of weeks. I'm the hard-working man that advances slowly through life.

Of course I get frustrated and pissed off at times; sure, I get jealous and sad every now and then but; you know? I don't give up, I keep on going thinking that maybe one day I'll find the right path (or it will find me) and things will go smoothly for once in my life. I have to trust that my life book isn't quite finished and some of the greater chapters are still being processed. Trust that there are better things in my future is one of my main fuel sources. This isn't over yet, I'll live to fight another day.

// Nunca he sido de esa gente optimista; eso es porque siempre que me permito emocionar por algo, nunca sucede. Es terrible ¿no creen? La cosa es que siempre olvido que eso me pasa y continúo sintiéndome feliz por eventos en el futuro pero, cuando están cerca, siempre se cancelan o algo sucede que no permite que se materialicen. La gente dice que cuando no es para ti, no es para ti pero, no sé, a veces siento que tengo mala suerte o algo...

Las cosas nunca han sido fáciles para mí; no nací en una familia privilegiada, mis amigos y gente cercana son grandiosas pero normales, no tengo muchas conexiones allá afuera y esas dos cosas hacen que necesite trabajar más que muchos para poder tener éxito moderado. Supongo que no soy de esos chavitos que se vuelven virales de la noche a la mañana y se vuelven súper famosos en cuestión de semanas. Soy el hombre trabajador que avanza lentamente por la vida.

Por supuesto que me frustro y me enojo a veces; claro, también me dan celos o me pongo triste de  vez en cuando pero; ¿saben? No me rindo, sigo adelante pensando que quizá un día encontraré el camino correcto (o éste me hallará a mí) y las cosas fluirán fácilmente por una vez en mi vida. Tengo que confiar que mi libro de vida no está terminado aún y que varios de los capítulos más grandiosos aún están siendo procesados. Confiar en que hay mejores cosas en el futuro es uno de mis combustibles principales. Esto no se ha acabado aún, viviré para luchar otro día.
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Currently listening: 7 O'Clock - Echo.

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